Many aunties, uncles, freinds & famliy members have been asking me when mi deciding to marry my bf? Im feel so tired to answer this question & my dad says within this 1 to 2years i should settle down with him. The problem is i know he is a nice guy & everybody agrees with it but im not ready for all these especially when being just dating now we have so many differences & different goals in life furthermore, both our career have not been established yet. At a program that i went to recently, all of them are teenages so im very much older than them still remember that a girlfriend & guysfriend that i know there was asking me how come i still don't want to get married is it because that nobody wants me? Haha... I was thinking in my heart what is wrong with getting maried at a late age & its so typical of Singaporean people & their thinking.... Omg. I just pulled one of my friend into the picture & jokingly says that he is my bf & he haven propsed to me yet that's why & kept laughing....
The truth is im not in a hurry to get marry & im very sick & tired with everybody thinking that if at my age i can't get marry it means that nobody wants me... How about you guys think in this way my expectation is too high that nobody cant meet my requirement even my current bf now? Frankly speaking i know he is a great guy & if i lose him i won't be able to find another guy like him. But the truth is now i want to settle all my dreams even to the expense of losing my current bf now. Maybe you will feel that im selfish & never care for his feeling like he always said to me but i don't want to live in regrets neither do i want to blame him or get my children to settle my dreams for me. I have so many things that i want to do & try in this life. Or to say marriage is not an important chapter now in my life like how it use to be. I can only live this life once & only at this age once you never know when will you be living this world i rather be happily leaving this world rather than die of regret one day. So for all the curious people out there nope i will not be getting married for the time being untill i settle all my dreams.... Sorry for the disappointment.
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HK Ocean Park 28Aug2006
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HK Ocean Park 28Aug2006
About Me
- Rachele
- Singapore
- People who dont know me will find that im very quiet and "dao". That's because i still don't know you yet!! Let's see im a very stubborn person and have a very bad temper especially when i don't have enough sleep and can't get my boyfriend listen to what i have to say. I'm a piggy because i like to sleep a lot and i can even miss my classes because of this!! Oh my god!! But im trying my very best to change :p I'm an active person who just can't sit still. Therefore, don't ever thought of locking me up in a room! I like making friends but than just don't cross my boundary and make me very angry... when this happen you can forget about keeping our friendship! I believe that life should be fun, fill with pretty things and everybody living together happily just like fairy tales stories!! Haha...Okie I'm a dreamer too, who thinks a lots and have lots of plan of what i would like to do! I'm trying my best to put my trains of thoughts into actions! There are so many things to do but so little time!! I likes to travel around and see the world when i have the ability to. Read my blog to know more about me....
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