Lazy worms in my body...

I'm feeling so lost at the moment... Have not been attending class lately... Omg!! Due to the reason that im becoming more and more lazy to do so. Keep telling myself that i need to go for class and i have to study if not i would be able to graduate in May/June 2007 if not than my many other plans will have to be put on hold... I tell myself that this coming Dec i must revise my work and write essay to hand up to my lecturers... I really hope that i will be able to do it rather than having dreams of what i want to do but always never do.

Sometimes when i attend lectures for a few week i feel very fun and enriched by the lesson taught... Just love being a student whereby i can buy many cute notes books and colour pens to use!! Haha... That's the reason i gave to my bf when i told him why i like being a student.However after never attend class for quite sometime... i became lazy n feel there is no motivation for me to go school because i don't have friends left and don't felt like going around to know friends too... Okie i become very unsocialable and my waveline is different from those younger generation... Now I'm giving excuss and reasons of why i don't like going to school in other aspects.

Must really study hard and i hope to clear n finish my degree in May/June 2007 plus my dad hope for me to be a 1st class honours graduate!! Omg!! I really hopethat i will be able to achieve it!! Plus my hope to go abroad to study have been put on hold for the longest period of time that i can't even remember hope it can be achieve... Omg!! So many dreams that i want to fuifill hopfully i can achieve them and stop becoming the typical Pisces who are born to be a dreamer... Actually i feel I'im a bit like though... Heeheeh... Have to push myself to change n to realsie my dream... Must work hard towards these goals and change!!! Stop myself from having lazy worms in my body!! Work hard!!! :-)