My first day of exam, 10th may.. can be consider a scarily and stressful day. I woke up early to get ready and was preparing to reach the examination hall early.. but as usual i took a long shower, prepare very slowly and played with my cute nephew while waiting for the called cab to fetch me from my house to expo. Finally the cab arrive and he drives very slowly and keep look behind the backseat don't know for what! In my heart, " I was thinking something wrong with my looks? Something wrong with my dressing?" Than i said to myself "Hack care im sitting for an important exam not going for a fashion show!" Than im starting to panick i only left with about 20mins before the exam start but the uncle is driving very slowly and keep looking at me!! I have the urge to ask the uncle to drive faster coz im rushing to sit for my paper and im going to be late... But i just kept my mouth shut and keep looking at the time!
Finaly when i reach expo i walked very fast to hall 5 and approached the counter to check for my sit and row number. I told the guy my candidate no and he filps through the pages to find
than looking up at me and said that he can't find my no!! In my heart, "Shit! Did i came for the wrong paper or its suppose to be yesterday instead of today!! Than how?? Die arh!!" I ask him today is it Stats 1 paper? He says yes than the lady beside him help me check and he flip through the pages again and i shouted "There! That's my name!" than he look at me very shock than he tells me my row and seat no! Who ask him to scare me first!!
After the exam i meet my sick gf to help me with my Maths 1 paper... which i really have no confidence of passing this paper! She patiencely sit with me at YMCA MAC to help me with my maths and i think at certain point of time i think she is going to kill me and im going to kill myself for all the stupided mistakes im made. Both my teacher and gf are really scare that i will fail beacuse of my carelessness... i just hope that i can actually pass this unlovely paper!!
It's so stressful that at ceratin point of time i nearly break down and cry... I totally give up hope on myself... for maths paper and keep having thoughts of how to not sit for the paper!! But in the end i told myself forget it just face reality and just finish this paper once and for all. However,during my R & R time before i start preparing for this paper i accidently sprian my right shoulder balde and its so painful!!! I thought good now i will have an excuss not to sit for this unlovely paper but than i really feel like getting over and done with for this paper... Than i just keep rubbing my shoulder blade and try to do some writing.. It hurt a little and i can't use much force to write so i decided to call it for the day to prepare for my next paper... Which i hope and pray hard i can pass it!!
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