Is a person name so related to a person life and character??? My mum suggested to me that she wants to change my chinese name the li to another li... so dat i wont get angry and frasturated so easily!! Sometimes, i feel that there is no freedom in life.. Im very upset now. I can't be who i want to be neither can i do what i want to do... Life is getting so meaningless and boring... I always and always have to be the good gal of the family!! They just cant let me be who and what i want to do in life!!!
Since young i like dancing a lot and even thought of having a carrer in dance and get the chance to perform on stage!! It has always been my dream but my parents thinks that is not a good idea and nodbody supported me... Im so sad. I thought that after my dip i can go n fulfil my dream... but after that stupid accident and now im suffering from slip disc.. i dun think this dream can ever be fufiled...
When u cant b what you want to be in life life has already become so meaningless.. But now it becoming more and more meaningless... Change name so i can't get angry and always have to be bully around!! I had enough of being bullied by my sisters!!! Can't they just let me be what i want to be??!! Can't i even voice my likes and dislikes??!! Can't i have an opinion of what i want to do in life??!! I just want to be myself!! Just myself... My full self before the accident and not suffering from slip disc and i can go fulfil my dream of becoming a dancer....
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Dear fren...changing ur name may give u a new lease of life! People does that to help boost their career, wealth, health and life! Don't sulk over this!
You can still be what you want...besides dancing, what else do you wana be? Beig a good gal of the family is good! Don't think too much!
You will still be able to get angry even after u change ur name...prob ur Mom means u won't be so tempramental ba...:>
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