*Tired*

Im so tired... been siiting for my briding paper almost every Wednesday night... feel so tired to sit for so many papers at one go.. Just want to take a break! In total i have to take 8 Subjects because my taking double degree in Marketing & Professional Accounting. Yes im a bit crazy but i simply just like both subjects so might as well make do it rather than having regrets in my life again.

This coming Wednesday have paper again but i want to talk to the school would like to take it next year instead... Too many Examinantion making me sick & crazy liao... Just no motivation expect for after finsih the paper will go Alley Bar relax & have to couple of drinks with my friends! That when i feel happy and myself! But my relax buddy when for an overseas trip will only be back on 20 Dec, hopefully do mis the crazy days that we spent together clubbing, shopping and studying. But we are both busy with our lifes so there is a need to move on but beautifully memories will always stay in our heart! :)

Feeling kind of upset busy working that i miss brandon's birthday celebration! That's on Sunday and Tuesday they going for dinner again but i can't go... so upset. Than Wednesday still have to hand up project for Marketing Management... So tired! I'm losing myself, patience and direction of what im suppose to do! Like they says im doing too many things at one time. Who to blame? Myself! But what to do? Age is catching up so must try my best to complete everything that i want to do as soon as possible right!? Gambate (think wrong spelling) but whatever still have to work hard! :0

By the way got a job interview on coming Thursday will consider whether to take up the job or not. Will keep you posted more on the job scope and mi aking up the job or not as its a full time job....

Updates About.....

Relationship between us sisters are much more closer now a days... Maybe we all busy with our own life hence, there is less time to meet up and less quarrels that why things are getting better. If not its also because that we are growing up and getting more matured. Either way but im glad that the kinship ties between all of us are getting better! :)

Work as usual customers are as irritating as usual & as demanding as well. but got to know more colleagues but not as lonely as last time :o Do feel glad about it! :0 Just receive an email regarding my transfer to part- time morning, the timing as well as my off & rest days. They still need to confirm and most likly can only change to morning shift on 1st Jan. Hope can change earlier so that i can celebrate Christmas at home! But chances very slim... anyway guess can convert over is better than can't convert right! :)

Studies still trying my best to cope with it and just make my decision for my University program will be doing Double Degree Marketing and Accounting. So im still left with 3 subjects for bridging to complete than wait for school to start. Hope everything will go smoothly! MDIS Advance Dipoloma still left with 2 subjects to complete hope can get over and done with by January period! :0 Hope will get a chance to finish my final degree or at least the last semester at Perth! Keep my fingers x

Relationship with Dear at first have quite a lot of problems but thank to Rajes advice i do realise that im in the wrong as well. So im trying to sort of save the relationship but not giving up my hope of going to study overseas as well! Let see how strong is your love for me & my love for you! :) Didn't really celebrate his birthday this year that well as we both busy working and so many things happen... Hmmm... Should find a day to make up for it.... I try when im more organise with my things :0

All most everything is going rather smoothly expect for my own time management... Sleep too much and not much time to do things that should be done. Must make improve in this matter.... Gambate!!!!!!!

Sick

Having this stupid unrine infection for many times this year... Arh... Just hope it will fully clear off very soon... Haiz... On mc again because of this... Don't know what is wrong with my body :( Been sick many times this year through especially with unrine and ear infection. Really have to take care of my own health! Saturday will go see Chinese Sinsh and drink the very bitter herbal tea to "tao yang" my body. * Yucks!!! Yucks!! *

The first time i drink their medicine i took hours to finsh! I behave like a smalll child in front of my parents and lyle... The smelll of the medicine just turn me off and make me have chill down my spine!! Imagine how bitter is this medicine! * Yucks!! Yucks!!* But for my own good health.... I will go see her... No matter how upset and unwilling I'm but.... I will still go.... :(

Stay on...

My Operation Manager spoke to me on Monday asking me why do i resign? We chatted for quite a while and he mention something that by now after working for 1year plus, you should have realise that customers are like that. It is different when you talk to customer over the phone and when you meet them face to face, they behave better face to face than over the phone. Why? Because they do not wish that people will laugh at them saying they are insane when they scold you publicly. True this is so true! Everybody have a face to save & pride! You will feel embrass when there is a crowd looking at you right? He went on saying that next time when you meet up with people whom you don't know, they may not be willing to help you because they don't know you! It remind me of something which my Dad told me when i was in Sec 1. He told me that i can't always relay on other people to help me! I have to help myself to achieve what i want in Life. This is so true that i always remember in my heart even till now.

He went on saying that whatever line that i will be going to work in, in the future i will definately need to face with customers, dealers, vendors ect. Indirectly he said that this is a good trainning ground for me but he can't comment whether is this a suitable job for me though. Somehow from all his words, i feel that he really read me inside out. He do feel that in ceratin ways I'm quite navie in my thinking or the way i see things. I do feel that yes im very navie in many ways.... At least thinking that there are very nice people out there who are always nice to you as long as you are nice to them! But after working here i really feel that this is so not true! I feel so helplessly navie thinking that everything will be just find for many, many, many things....

Just do not want to be navie anymore, wanted to gain more exeperience and see more... want to be smarter and brighter... Don't wish to get bully anymore. How i wish it will be like that!? I had decided to stay on. Just hope there will be more that i can learn from all these irriating customers which will hopfully be good for my own future. No matter what i do have to thank my manger for talking me out of quitting. At least will stay on until before i get to go overseas for my studies. Hopefully ( keeping my fingers cross) x....

Decision Had Been Make

Just make a decision which shocked most people. I had tender from my workplace. Finally feel that i don't deserve to get anymore scolding from customers and don't need to listen to anymore screaming and yelling over the phone anymore. But come to think about it, i do learn a lot of things from there though - a good place to train once person's patience, understanding and listening skills. There are nice colleagues around to work with as well. Basically, i hate and somehow love this place. I have to say as a part-time job the pay is good and i do learn things from there but just don't feel that its a place for me anymore. I had fulfill my own promise that is to quit after my contract end, which is in 24 Oct 2006. I'm slightly happy with my acomplishment but feeling a bit sad to leave as well..

After i quit than got to know that the government is going raise the stupid GST again! So this means i got no choice but to look for a job soon again. Wanted to rest for a while but seems like so difficult now! But lucky next year Chinese New Year don't need to spend money to buy clothes as i bought many dresses this month liao... Haha... Btw Dear will try to help you with the car when i find another job for now... so sorry for the time being now.