Friday, February 10, 2006

YOU ARE NOT PART OF MY FAMILY & NEVER WILL BE!!!

Don't think that everything you do and everything that other people do is wrong!! Don't put things that you have not done and things that other people have done and praise yourself for the good job when you are in the wrong!! Don't think that you rae the smartest and the rest are stupid!! Don't think yourself is so great to always find rich boyfriends!! Don't think that i need help form your many friends!! Don't think that your ex-bf who help us set up a pc and i owe you!!! DOn't think that you haven given me a lot of things!! FUCK OFF & GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!! I WILL NEVER TREAT YOU AS A SISTER!!!

Don't think that daddy's car got rob is my problem and I'm the one who create it!! I thought you always like to slang your ENglish and think that you are very good with it!! Than did you read the newspaper or not!!!???? You just know how to slang your English but have no knowledge of thew world at all!! Only know how to show off yourself as how great you are and your knowledge is ZERO!!!!! Don't you know that MAlaysia is famous for car theft cases!!! GO improve your knowledge before coming to push all the blame to me!!

Don't think that i can be easily be push around by all of you!! ANd you all can blame me for things that i never do before!! And like i said s0 many times its none of your FUCKING BUSINESS that im still studying now at my age!!! SO FUCK OFF!!! You are the one with mental problems who like to threaten all your ex-bf of sucide and who is living in your own illusion world that you have done a lot for this family and we or and i own you for all the great things you have done!! You are the one who like to rub salt in people's wounds and you are the one who own me money , my facial cleanser and mask!! So return me back all these!! YOu want to think how great you are right!!

Let me tell you how many wrong you have done!! You want to say that i make daddy worry and my life will be cut short right?! What about you?? You are even worst you slap mum so how will that count? You lied alot just to get the things that you want? How many life shortening will you receive??? Go ahead and say about me!! I will not be push by you anymore!! You want to think yourself as sop great doing lots of things for the family right!? Go ahead!! You want to commit sucide i will not drop a single tear for you and i meant it!! Everybody is scare that you will go crazy but i will not be scared of you!! Even if go hell to suffer i also want them to tell me what have i done wrong!!! And make sure that they will tell you all what have you all doen wrong and the way you all treat me is fair or not!! I want you to be in hell and beg for my forgiveness!!!

And mummy, yes i know having a child is very tough and bringing me up is tough to! I appreciate everything you have done for me! But you never treat me like a daughter!! I try my best to be a good gal but what treatemnt did i receive from you all??!!! She is in the wrong you don't dare to tell her off and still side with her!! I did help out with the housework!! Don't come and lied and says i didn't!! All you all know is to side with her and don't wish to let her wake up from the illusion world!! And don't push me! If i fall one more time than you go ahead and pay for my operations money!! Don't coem and say that you will jump off the buliding like aunty karen!! She is more understanding towards me than you and anybody else!! They maybe very problematic and like to gossip but at least they know me better than you or daddy!! Since you wan to side her so much go ahead and side her i not going to treat you as my mum when you are so not understanding and "hei bei bu fen"!!! You all are the same kind of people says one kind and do one kind!! I never going to treat you all as my family!!! Never ever i will!!! And i will never forget the came yopu gave me today when its her wrong!!! Alll you all know is not to make her crazy!! You know what! I can't be bother will she be crazy or not neither can i be bother will she die or not neither can i be bother how much you all want to side!! She die is her business and i will not treat you as family as you all only know how to push the blame to me for how she is like!! I'm standing firm on the ground and won't let you all bully me like how you all used to!!!!

Family don't include anyone of you anymore!!! Don't come and shed crocodile tears when things happen and blame me for it!! Everything have a reason and a cause as to why this thing will happen and how i become now is all thank to you guys for treating me unfairly and balming me for things i never done and for not telling her off firmly for things she have done wrong!!

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