There are days when im feeling so down, unhappy and moody i will go shopping, consume things that i like or go for a walk down orchard road or near the beach side. However, there are days that even after doing all these things im still feeling down and moody. I had always feel that there are many things that money can't buy... like friendship, kinship, realtionships and health. But i had neglected my health and now suffering from pains at the hip-joint area and numbness of my leg for the past few months. Now since the exam is over i have the time to ask my personal trainer what's wrong with me. After checking my hip bone for me he realise that there is some problems with me and i need to go see a Chiropractic to resolve my problem. Therefore, i book appointment to see her tomorrow... I hope that it will not be something very serious. I'm very tired of having to see Doctors, Physiotherapist or even Chiropractic im so scare to see them and hear bad news from them regarding about my body structure and my bones aligment. Im tired of taking X-rays after X-rays just to know what's wrong with me!! Sometimes after taking so many X-rays they don't even know what the hell went wrong than i have to go for MRI scan and Bone scan to know what is really very wrong with me!!!
Now i really regret that i did not take gd care of my health especially after the accident.
I'm suffering from pains and can't do exercise regularly like how i used to despite knowing that i money can't buy health!! I'm very angry with myself that i had not take good care of my own health as nobody will ever take care of ur health for you expect you yourself and still i neglected it!! Hiaz... Now i only hope that tomorrow everything will be fine and my problem is not that serious as i thought. After that i really have to take care of my body so that i will be how im like before that stupid accident....
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