I was being ask to start a blog so that my friends can read and be updated abt what's happening in my life! Nw is 5am in the morning but i just cant slp... too many trains of thought going through my mind.
Aiya of course is my studies... i had been studying for the past donkey years n feeling very drain out by exams. Some how feeling very scare and stress out!! What if i did'nt manage to pass this time round?? What course do i wan to go into if i manage to pass?? Whether to work & study part-time if i pass?? Haiz... so many things to think about even before the exam starts. No choice, my daddy is sick so must do something to help out my family especially since i had study for so many years already. Must learn to be on my own now, dun wish to be the burden of my famliy!
Furthermore, i don't wish to be look down by my friends anymore!! Some of my friends seldom call me out for gathering anymore because they thought that i will be a bad influence and it will affect their studies!!! Sometimes i really wonder what kind of friends i got to know??! People who only see the cover of the book but not the content of the book!!?? Forget it, if that's the case i don't mind losing friends who are like that!
I WAN TO PROVE MYSELF TO MYSELF NOT FOR ANYBODY TO SEE NEITHER TO FIGHT WITH ANYONE! THIS IS WHO IM TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT!!
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